Morbid Chylde

Everything's going wrong at the moment, apart from with the person most important to me.
Life sucks, but is good at the same time.
I love him, and I don't care what you think, I just wish you'd leave him alone. He's done nothing wrong apart from be human, pass exams, and have a job that he actually cares about and loves doing.
Is there anything so wrong in that?
I need a rant. A fucking huge rant.
Challenge me, I dare you. It won't be good.

I love procrastinating.

( Quiz... )

OK they lied, that wasn't 99 questions. Now I have to find something else to do before homework. Gay.

Meh.

In the Last week..

1. Had sex: yes
2. Bought something: yes
3. Gotten sick: no
4. Sang: yes
5. Been kissed: yes
6. Ate something: yes
7. Felt stupid: yes
8. Talked to an ex: yes
9. Missed someone: yes

Last person who....

1. Slept in your bed: me
2. Saw you cry: erm, probably Luke
3. Went to the movies with: again, probably Luke. Oh yeah, it was Luke, Sarah and Tang
4. You went to the mall with: Ooh. Difficult. Again, probably Luke

Have You Ever...

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes
2. Got in a fight with your pet: yes
3. Been to California: no
4. Been to Mexico: no
5. Been to China: no
6. Been to Canada: no
7. Been to Europe: yes
8. Wished you were the opposite sex: yes

1. Do you have a crush on someone: well in a way yes, but it's more than a crush <3
2. What book are you reading now: Lord Of The Flies
3. Worst feeling in the world: there's loads. Probably the worst is rejection in any form, whether it's being the last to be picked in p.e, a job rejection, or being dumped.
4. Future KIDS names: Scarlette/Jay/Sirus/Caitlin (Yeah, that's right, I'm branching out!)
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: well there's Dogger who sleeps under my bed because I throw him out in the night, and HD whose somewhere over the other side of the room. He's meant to be my Luke replacement, but he takes up too much room in the bed.
6. Favourite sports to watch: erm. no.
7. Favourite Location: my bed, haha. or Luke's bed. Or the spare bed at Luke's house. Or Luke's college bed. I don't really care so long as there's a bed and Luke :)
8. Piercing/Tattoos: 13/0
9. Hot weather or cold? Mild, so it's warm.
11. What are you most scared of right now: losing Luke
12. Where do you want to get married: I don't know. I suppose it'd be nice to have a Church wedding, but I'm not a Church-goer. SO failing that, probably in ruins somewhere, like in the Forbury Abbey Ruins, or maybe in a really nice park/garden/hotel
13. What do you really hate: hormones
14. Do you have a job: yes
15. Do you like being around people: yes
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes
17. Have you ever cried: yes
18. Are you lonely right now: kinda, but not so much cos I have other things on my mind
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: Songs by Breathless, Brand New Day by Forty Foot Echo
20. Been in love: yes
21. Played strip poker: no
22. got lost: yes
23. Done an all-nighter: yes
24. have sexual feelings for the same sex: yes but not anymore
25. had someone died that you loved: yes

What is/was?
27. longest phone call: ooh, I dunno actually. A few hours.
30. longest relationship: 4 and a half months
31. your longest fight with a friend: forever
32. your longest fight with a bf/gf: About a day
33. your favorite color: black, red, pink, silver, purple, white (so long as it's contrasting to black, i.e. cow print style :D)

Wow, today's been....a shocker. Some things have happened that I won't mention, but they're mostly the shocking part.

I've told my manager that I have to leave. I don't want to, but I have to. I have no choice. There just isn't enough hours there for me.

I went to an allergy lady, and she's told me I've got Candida in the fungus form in my gut. Therefore I can't eat wheat, dairy, any foods containing sugar, and any foods containing yeast or mould. No bread, no chocolate, no alcohol. Well, I can have the occasional vodka, but that's it. I'm also not allowed coffee, potato, garlic, onion, leak or corn. This is going to be interesting. I'm on a thyroid-strengthening tablet called TH 207, which I have to take twice daily. I'm also on Zinc tablets, again twice daily, and a liquid called Chormium, which I have to have one drop dissolved in water twice daily. I can't have chocolate, and the list says "anything that tastes sweet should be regarded with suspicion". Oh, and no nuts, fizzy drinks, baked beans, stock cubes, overripe fruit, fruit squash or juice, mushrooms, quorn or cheese. Hmm. Apparently by Christmas, I'll be feeling a lot happier, more optimistic, healthier, and I'll have lost weight. All's good.

Just got back from the Ironguard gig at the cellar bar, which ruled. I'd never heard them properly before, and I'm impressed. Good job guys :)

That's about it. Start college again tomorrow, and I'll get to see Luke in a couple of days, thank god.

Bring on the weekend.

Xxx

Gotta love it <3
After 5 attempts, my hair is still not properly blue. For some reason, the roots don't want to dye. So they stay green. Woot.

Anyway, haven't updated enough recently with actual entries. It's all quizzes.

Reading Festival was the rock. I worked there as a fire steward, which meant I was on Green Tower 4 Thursday, Firday and Saturday during the day, keeping an eye out for any uncontrolled fires. It was well fun <3 Made some cool friends (Georgie, Jack, Ben, Red-T-shirt-Guy, amongst others whose names I didn't catch) and got paid £140! Friday night decided I hadn't had any time to enjoy myself, so went on a mission to find mes amis. Stumbled into Steve Cutter, who told me the general direction of Maz etc. which was v. helpful! Headed over that way, and bumped into Free Irish Hugs!! (Aka Maz, Damian and someone else...can't remember who the other person was). Got taken back to their camp and it was utter madness - everyone was so drunk! Hilarious <3 Yeah, got back to my tent at about 2am and slept for about 5/6 hours which wasn't too bad. 9am-9pm shifts are tiring on the legs, but not much else to be honest!

Since then I've worked and seen Luke <3 who got a tattoo yesterday. I'm insanely jealous. I want one.

Oh, and my car has now been made into a Daisy Moo Cow. Basically, there were some cow seat covers in Argos that I really wanted, and Luke bought them for me <3 was mega cool and sweet :) So yeah, the car finally has a name - Daisy!

Ooh, Wednesday 24th (day before Reading Festival) went to see Eighteen Visions with Luke, in The Garage in London. They were well good!!!! Exit 10 and November Coming Five (or some shit) supported. Was well impressed by Exit 10 (Haven't seen them live before), and the other band were utter shit. Unfortunately the singer couldn't sing, he could only shout, therefore the talent of the other members (they did actually have a lot of talent) was completely lost because the singer ruined it!
Eighteen Visions played Waiting For The Heavens <3 which I recorded on my phone <3 they were so cool.
Some silly chavs were there in the mosh pit trying to start fights which pissed me off  :(

Anyway. Back to college next week. Gonna be an emotional time for me, and others (for other reasons). Luke's going to Sparsholt college in Winchester, so I won't see him for a couple of weeks :( </3 I'm gonna miss him so much. Mum says I'm gonna be "a wet weekend" for the next couple of weeks. Interesting. Need support guys. Didn't do too well in AS's either - CCU. Dropping History (U) and taking up an alevel in a year in Sociology. Gonna be tough!!

Mucho madness is going on in the world of relationships at the moment. Everyone seems to be going through a rough patch. It well sucks </3 most people seem to be sorting it out, including me and Luke, but I think times will be tough at the beginning of college. Group support <3

"You don't know what it's like, and you don't even seem to care" </3
x

1. What's your name: Nikki
2. How tall are you: 5'6"
3. What color are your eyes: Brown
4. What color is your hair: Black/Blue/Brown
5. Are you Male or Female: Female
6. What is your best feature (physically): My eyes
7. What's your shoe size: 7/8/9 (depends on the shoe and the shop)
9. Did you ever have braces: Yes
10. On a typical day you are wearing: Baggies and a strappy top
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: Boxers and strappy top
12. You work out/exercise about how often: Eh. What's working out?


CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC

1. Name five of your favorite bands: Greenday/Disturbed/Slipknot/KoRn/Nirvana
2. Name five of your favorite singers: Kurt Cobain/Alanis Morisette/Corey Taylor/Courtney Love/Mick Jagger
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: Eighteen Visions - Waiting For The Heavens, Disturbed - Down With The Sickness, KoRn - ADIDAS
4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now: Eighteen Visions - Waiting For The Heavens. "You don't know what it's like and you don't even seem to care"
5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago: Kelly Osbourne/Ozzy Osbourne - Changes
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: Radio? Screw radio. CD's all the way!!
7. What's the last CD you bought: The last CD I had bought for me was Greenday- American Idiot. I don't tend to buy CD's for myself. The last I bought was My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge, for Luke.
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: A mix, last night
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: Sugarcult. They're just so bouncy.
10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: Oh dear. I don't know. Reading Festival? Does that count?
11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: 50 CENT!!!!!!
12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: Simple Plan

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION

1. Name your favorite actor: Johnny Depp (good answer Nim!)
2. Name your favorite actress: Film: Scarlett Johanson I guess. TV: Sarah Jessica Parker.
3. Name your favorite television show right now: Sugar Rush/Sex And The City/CSI
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: Ooooh. Underworld, Willy Wonka, Bruce Almighty, Hannibal, Freaky Friday.
5. Your favorite canceled television show: Sex and The City.
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: Madagascar.
8. You would never watch a movie with: Sophie!!!!!
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: Cinema popcorn/maltesers/revels (ya never know whatcha gonna get!!), pizza, cheese and pickle toasted sarnie :D, chocolate!
10. Three favorite tv channels: E4, Cartoon Network, LivingTV
11. Favorite reality show: Pimp My Car
12. Favorite character on a reality show: Um. No.

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION

(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)

1. coffee: BB's
2. dog: Golly
3. slut: Chavs
4. candy: bar
5. pole: dance
6. ocean: sea
7. brave: heart
8. loving: cat
9. hypocrite: George Bush
10. death: Madge
11. life: sentence
12. child: Scarlette

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail (for life): Ten guilty men go free
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects: Lion
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache: Love and heartache
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge: Skydive
5. No television OR No music: Oooh. That's tricky. I honestly don't know.
6. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate: No chocolate
7. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii : Hawaii.
8. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one: Future soul mate. Unless the lost loved one wasn't lost because they were mean, but just because of uncontrollable circumstances i.e them moving away
9. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry: No longer being able to cry.
10. Sex without love OR love without sex: Love without sex.
11. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR being loved by someone you don't love: Being loved by someone you don't love. It makes you feel wanted, rather than rejected.

CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE

1. Are you currently in a relationship:Yes
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: Interested in Luke :D
3. Are you a virgin: No.
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: ...
5. How many times have you been "in love": Twice, I think..
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: Well, the first guy, ew, never wanna see him again, the bastard. But the other guy...the feeling's still there
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: Eyes/Hair/Body
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: Compassionate/Giving/Friendly
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: Yes, after Uni and once I'm settled down, don't know where, and I want it to be a once-in-a-lifetime day for me and the guests. I.e. a wedding like no other before.
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: Um. Dunno.

CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS

(of your friends, who would you say is:)

1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: Difficult. Depending on the situation, either Nim or Sarah.
2. The most rational: Sarah
3. The funniest: Luke and James together
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: I don't use phones for phone calls.
5. The craziest (but in a good way): Nim
6. The most honest: Nim
7. The purest: Oooh. Um...I dunno!
8. The smartest: Nick
9. The most athletic: Nick
10. The most compassionate: Nim/Sarah
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: Lambourn, if he carries on driving the way he is!!
12. The last one that said "i love you": Sarah/Nim

THE CORE
x for yes.

[ ] I am a university student.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I am an okay dancer.
[x] I am a huge fan of lists.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am a Republican.
[ ] I am allergic to something deadly.
[ ] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[x] I am content as of this moment.
[ ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[x] I am currently pregnant. (HAHA KIDDING!!!!!!)
[ ] I am currently single.
[ ] I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
[ ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[x] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[ ] I am obsessed with my myspace.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
[x] I am resentful that I have to grow up.
[ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex.
[ ] I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[ ] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
[ ] I collect picture frames.
[ ] I currently have a crush on someone.
[ ] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
[ ] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] I curse frequently.
[x] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[ ] I enjoy country music.
[ ] I enjoy ...jazz music.
[ ] I enjoy smoothies.
[ ] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[x] I have a ...car.
[x] I have a mobile phone.
[x] I have a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent.
[ ] I have a hobby.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[sometimes] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy.
[ ] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ] I have avoided work to play with my myspace.
[x] I have been in a real relationship.
[ ] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been rejected by someone.
[ ] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
[x] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to an anime convention.
[x] I have been to Europe.
[ ] I have been to Las Vegas.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[ ] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[x] I have changed a diaper.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] I have cheated on a significant other.
[x] I have counted down the days until the summer.
[ ] I have dated my best friend's ex.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling.
[ ] I have had major/minor surgery.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[ ] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[ ] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
[x] I have mood swings.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[x] I have swam in the ocean.
[x] I have tried a drug that is illegal.
[ ] I have tried sushi.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I like being the center of attention.
[ ] I like eating Ramen noodles.
[x] I like my handwriting.
[x] I like Shakespeare.
[x] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I like to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[x] I like to vacuum.
[ ] I love learning foreign languages.
[ ] I love Michael Jackson.
[x] I love my friends.
[ ] I love olives.
[x] I love rain.
[x] I love sleeping.
[ ] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I own 100 CDs or more.
[ ] I own a home.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I play a musical instrument.
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books for pleasure.
[x] I shave my legs.
[ ] I sleep a lot during the day.
[ ] I strongly dislike math.
[ ] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[ ] I think long strings of html code look cool.
[ ] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
[x] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
[x] I was born in a country other than the USA.
[ ] I watch more TV this year than last year.
[x] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[ ] I wear contact lenses.
[ ] I will try anything once.
[ ] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[maybe] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I like orange kool aid.
[ ] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
[ ] I like being at school.
[ ] I always love wearing sweaters.
[ ] I love water polo.
[x] I am currently wearing socks.
[ ] I am being nostalgic right now.
[ ] I hate summer.
[ ] I am tired.
[ ] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt



I have....

[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done coke.
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[ ] done PCP.
[ ] done LSD.
[ ] done CCC's.
[ ] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster.
[ ] been to a rave.
[ ] been to a real party. (at least 30 people and at least 4 types of drugs there)
[x] kissed someone.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] been used.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[x] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[ ] snuck into a movie.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] got hit by a car.
[ ] fired a real gun.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ish] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[ ] been exposed to laughing gas.
[x] had a car.
[x] driven a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.

Do you...

[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around the house in your underwear.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[ ] listen to underground hip hop.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to hardcore punk.
[ ] listen to pop.
[ ] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners.
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[ ] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[ ] snowboard.
[ ] ski.
[ ] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[used to] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[x] like the color purple
[x] like neon colors
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...

[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ish] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] blonde
[x] a brunette
[ ] a redhead
[x] a darkhead
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[x] British.
[x] white.
[ ] Italian
[ ] black.
[ ] Inuit
[ ] Mexican.
[ ] Asian.
[ ] a Christian
[ ] a Muslim
[ ] a Jew
[ ] a Hindu
[ ] a scientologist
[x] an atheist
[ ] satanist
[ ] short.
[ ] tall
[x] just right
[x] realistic
[ ] an emo kid
[ ]sick
[ ] mad
[x] lazy.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[ ] buzzed
[ ] high
[x] caffeinated
[ ] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music
[ ] a virgin

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. me
2. computer
3. loud angry music
4. perfume
5. bed
6. light
7. tv
TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1. Duh
2. As you do
3. Heyo!
4. brb
5. i need a pisssss
6. gay
7. Ew
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. my heart
2. my friends
3. my life
4. desires
5. dreams
6. aspirations
7. vodka
SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have sex more
2. become a nurse
3. go to university
4. cuddle luke
5. have a stable situation in life
6. become truly happy with myself and life
7. say my goodbyes
SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1. Believe in God?
sort of
2. Had a dream come true?
yes
3. Read the newspaper?
sometimes, if something catches my eye
4. Pray?
no
5. Have a job?
yes
6. Attend church?
not yet
7. Wish on shooting stars?
havent seen any for years :( I wished on a star about a month ago though
Have you ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping?
no
2. Been electrocuted?
not majorly
3. Swam in the dark?
yes, probably
4. Been to a Bonfire?
yes
5. Ran away from home?
yeah, kinda
6. Played strip poker?
nope
7. Pulled an all nighter?
yeah
SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS:
Have you...
1. Cried?
yeah
2. Sang?
yeah
3. Been kissed?
yeah
4. Felt stupid?
yeah
5. Talked to an ex?
hell no
6. Missed someone?
yeah
7. Hugged someone?
yeah

1. What is your current ringtone?
This weird rock type thing..

2. What is your current wallpaper?:
Luke

3. Do you own a picture phone?
Yep

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
Erm, Luke!

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top say?
"Morning. meh, was ok I guess. U? xxx"

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
88

7. Go to your missed calls. 5th missed call...who is it?
Luke

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
Luke

9. What service do you have?
O2

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service battery?
5

11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?
Empty

12. Do you have voicemail?
Apparently

13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have?
12

14. Who do you call the most???
Luke

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
No idea. Probably about 300.

16. Can you send pictures?
Yeah

17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?
0818

18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say?
"Have fun."

19. What about the 15th?
I haven't sent 15 today :(

20. Who's the last person that you called?
Mum

22. Last person that texted you?
Luke

23. Last person you added to your contacts?
No idea

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
No idea

25. Do you like your phone?
Yep :D

26. What brand of phone do you have?
Motorola


Wow...am I the only one who recognised a pattern...

WOULD YOU RATHER:
1) Pierce your nose or tongue?: Nose, seeing as I have tongue done already...
2) Be serious or be funny? Funny.
3) Drink whole or skim milk?: Skim..although it's SkimMED!

ARE YOU:
4) Simple or complicated?: Depends which day of the week you catch me on.
5) Flowers or angels?: Flowers. Roses to be specific.
6) Grey or gray: Grey, because I can spell.
7) Colour or black-and-white photos??: Black and white
8) Lust or love?: Currently, love. But when not in a relationship, lust.
9) Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset, I've only seen the sunrise once.
10) M&Ms or Skittles?: Either.
11) Rap or rock?: Rock. Duh.
12) Staying up late or waking up early? Either, depending on what's happening in the evening ;)
13) TV or radio? TV.
14) Eating apples or oranges?: Apples. Oranges make your hands smell for hours.
15) Do you have a crush?: Yes. Luke.
17) Being hot or cold?: Cold's better. You can guard yourself against it.
18) Tall or short people?: Tall.
19) Sun or moon? Moon.
20) Emeralds or rubies? Rubies.
21) Left or right?: Right. Unless it's in reverse, in which case left :P
22) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: One best friend. You have to have at least one person you can tell your whole life story to, and they'll still be interested.
23) Sun or rain?: Rain.
24) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Vanilla.
25) What is your biggest fear in the world?: Losing people or not achieving my dreams.
26) Kids or no kids? Kids. Not yet though.
27) Cat or dog?: Cat.
28) Half empty or half full?: Half empty.
29) Mustard or ketchup?: Ketchup
30) Hard cover books or soft cover books?: Hard
31) Newspaper or magazine?: Depends on my mood. Normally newspaper. Magazines bore me.
32) Sandals or sneakers?: TRAINERS.
33) Wonder or amazement? Wonder.
34) Red car or white car? Navy blue thanks :P
35) Happy and poor or sad and rich?: Happy and poor.
36) Singing or dancing?: Singing. It's less embarrassing if you start doing it on the bus.
37) Happy or sad?:  Sad. Because it's better to become happy from being sad, than to be on a high and suddenly have something kick you in the stomach and send you down.
38) Hugging or kissing?: Hugging. It's something that you can do with anyone.

DO YOU WANT:
To get married? Yes please.
Kids?: Definitely.

WHICH IS BETTER:
2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 2 doors. Like mine.
Coffee or ice cream?: Depends. If you're cold and tired, then coffee. If you're hot, then ice cream.
Shampoo or conditioner?: Both.
Bridges or tunnels?: Tunnels.
One pillow or two?: Six.

FAVORITES:
Favourite salad dressing?: Salad cream!
Colour of socks: Currently none. Normally black.
Non-alcoholic drink: Tea, or coke.

Ooh wow. I'm on a high. Just visited my friend and her 10 week old baby. He's adorable! And he fell asleep on me :D aww hehe.
Working in a bit. It's far too hot, so I'm going to wear a strappy top to work and see if they'll let me wear it for my shift. Working in those long sleeved shirts? I think not! Especially when the air conditioning isn't working!!!
Tomorrow have the dentist (was supposed to be today but they fucked up), then mum and dad go on holiday, and I'm gonna clean and tidy my room and my car.
Saturday Luke gets back (FINALLY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!) So I'm doing a special evening for him!! if anyone can offer any ideas, let me know!!!!
Not working next week (thank god) because I booked it off on holiday to go to Cornwall, then decided not to go...Hmm, smooth.
Going with Luke and his family to TGI's on Tuesday for his 18th (woo!), bought a whole new outfit (or three!) for it, which will shock all!!!
Not much else planned reeeeeally.
Toodles.
xxxxx